When I was 19 years old, I began seeing a physiotherapist. I had just come to terms that I was gay too
I used to be part of a soccer team and regularly participated in various competitions. As a crucial part of my preparation, I sought the assistance of a sports physiotherapist to ensure my physical condition was in top shape. He possessed undeniable magnetism, with features that left a lasting impression. It was impossible to ignore his presence, especially when he wore a fitted shirt that emphasised his well-toned muscles.
He said he was 25, but I later discovered he’s 29 instead. Though I found him attractive, it was purely an innocent admiration, as my sole purpose in seeking his help was for my sport physiotherapy session at that young age.
During the session, every touch, triggered a whirlwind of emotions and sensations within me
As he began the therapy, his hands confidently and purposefully made contact with my body, applying just the right amount of pressure to target the affected areas. I couldn’t help but feel an electric current pass between us. With each touch, I could sense his expertise and experience in his movements, guiding his hands precisely and in control.
It was my first time experiencing intimate touch from someone so attractive
As an athlete, I often experienced aches and discomfort in my inner thigh and glute muscles due to the demands of the sport. The physiotherapist’s expertise came to the forefront as he analyzed and treated my inner thigh and glute muscles. It was an amazing sensation, made even more memorable because it was the first time I had experienced such intimate touch from someone so attractive.
Additionally, the physiotherapist guided me through specific exercises and stretches designed to strengthen and stabilise my inner thigh and glute muscles. It was a surreal experience to have someone I admired physically, with such striking good looks, intimately involved in these exercises with me. His attentive approach went beyond ensuring proper technique; it made me feel seen and supported.
He sat on my lap and told me he will do ‘all the work’
Nearing the end of my one hour session, he started touching me in a very sensual manner as his palms got closer and closer to my crotch. This evoked a mix of nervousness and excitement within me and I eventually got an erection. We went on to have penetrative sex.
I recall feeling a mix of excitement and uncertainty since it was my first time. I guess, having an experienced person who provided guidance played a significant role in alleviating my concerns. And I was enjoying it too much to think about being caught. Maintaining a cooperative and receptive demeanor, validated the actions of this cute man and conveyed my willingness to engage fully in sexual activity.
I knew he had crossed the line but I left feeling euphoric and charmed
When engaging in sexual activities, it’s natural to experience a range of emotions, including excitement, nervousness, and uncertainty. Each person’s first sexual experience is unique, and it’s important to recognize and respect your feelings throughout the process.
As a young gay teen, It’s easy to lose yourself in the heat of such moments when you’re exploring your sexuality. It’s important to approach it with a sense of self-awareness and know that there’s no rush in discovering yourself. Looking back, I was in a vulnerable position and there were so many mistakes I could have made. Luckily, I was safe.
It’s important to remember that enjoying sexual experiences is a personal and individual matter.
Consent and mutual enjoyment should always be at the forefront of any sexual encounter. If at any point during a sexual experience, you feel uncomfortable or unsure, it’s essential to communicate your feelings openly and honestly with your partner. Trust your instincts and prioritize your well-being.
How was your first sexual experience like? Would you have done anything differently?